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Journal Entry: Thu Aug 28, 2008, 2:32 PM
  • Mood: Questionable
  • Listening to: Courtesy Call by Sixx AM
  • Reading: nuthin.
  • Playing: with my short hair.
  • Eating: nuthin.
  • Drinking: nuthin.
school is hell.
today i had a socratic seminar. woo. not so bad. unless you are forced to sit next to a loud mouth back stabber who hates your guts.
hmm............... slightly unpleasant.

well.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
anywyas
i have less than 7 hours to finish typing an essay and submitt it.
woo.

here are my classes and what they do to me.

CPT.
computers.
sucky cuz i can't get onto the DA. cuz all we do is retarded busy work. woo......

world history.
great!!!!!! teacher= drop dead hilarious.
work= not fun.

english=
woo.......... teacher likes to assign essays.
already we turned in a project and an essay, did a socratic seminar, AND we have two more essays due. it would be better if certain classmate didn't hate me and roll thier eyes at me every friggin chance....... but pyro sits near me so its better.

gepmetry.
pissing me off.
ITS FUCKING LOGIC!!!!! HOW DO PEOPLE NOT GRASP THAT CONSEPT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

umm.....
biology
busy work. but its pretty good i guess. i gotta pay attention or i will fail. that makes it pretty hard.
i am adhd. so...... yeah. woo.

spanish 3.
last year we did busy work. this year...... more busy work. for the past 2 days we were watching a movie on ancient ppl. it was 2 hours long. oh my god. soooo painful. soooooooooooooooo angonizing.


thats my day.
woo.
..................................
i got hugs from pyro!!!!!!!!!
like 8 of them. (and counting.)


lol

update. D;

Journal Entry: Mon Aug 25, 2008, 4:31 PM
  • Mood: Questionable
  • Listening to: Courtesy Call by Sixx AM
  • Reading: nuthin.
  • Playing: with my short hair.
  • Eating: nuthin.
  • Drinking: nuthin.
ok.
.
.
.

i have submitted a collage, an essay, took a test, i am turning in another essay thursday, having a socratic seminar thursday, AND i have another essay due in a little over a week.

that's just looking at 3 of my 6 classes.
i ain't good under stress.
but oddly i don't mind the essays.
it took me an hour to write OVER the required length. the only bad thing about it was that i had to remove one of my paragraphs.........
awwwwwwwwwwwww

and in another class, it deals with the comp. but i can't mess aorund on the internet cuz all the GOOD sites are blocked. (cept DA. but no one is on that early inda mornin.) in that class all i can do is just sit there. I NEED FRIGGIN ENTERTAINMENT. holy crap.

in another class i already got in trouble for writing a note. (i told her it was a reminder for myself that i needed to write so i wouldn't forget. [i had put it in my pocket and gave it to its desired reader during SOCIAL TIME. when we are doing group work. when i had finished the entire assignment! and so had my partener!!!!!!!})

in another class i like it. its a lot of fun. too easy. not enough to occupy me. but fun. (when we DO something)

today it was rainin reall really hard.
so i walked REALLY slowly across campus with my friend to get lunch. and it was so peaceful. we sat outside on a bench, where there was just enough wall over us to keep the table dry. we ate warm fries and sat in the chily air. the combo is total relaxation. then on the way back to our classes, me and another friend were runnin around, jumpin in the puddles. i got me if-they-get-wet-they-go-see-through khakis SOAKED.
i laughed at myself. a lot.

uhhhhhhhhhhhh

oh and if i get pissed off in spanish class for the 5th day in a row (which will probly be tomorrow) i swear.... ppl will die.
like half the class is full of seniors who failed spanish for a year, and now are stuck in spanish 3. (they took it sophmore, junior and now senior year.)
most of them hardly speak english. here i am a spohmore, amking higher grades than a lot of the seniors in the same class. is it just me or is there something wrong with that.



anyways...........
done ranting about school.



now onto the fun stuff.
i went to the mall this weekend. i was hangin with Pyro and Teddy. then i saw penny and robby. ................... they started stalking us. (or so it felt.) they weren't really talking, just following............ it was really awkward, cuz i REALLY REALLY like pyro. but i dun wanna look like i am a slut, especially to them.... i dun wanna go detailed about that though. its over.
oh it was really strange that Robby was wearing my Northern OUtdoors shirt................ grrrrrr


anyways.................
i might be going to the birthday bash for the radio station i listen to.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
my mommy said i could go if i paid for my ticket, my big brother's ticket, and i might buy pryo's ticket. (mom said i could go wit him. he said he'd pay me back for the ticket anyways.)

so...... i gotta save up over $100.
i can do it. i have over a thousand dollars in saving from babysitting and cleaning jobs.
in the seventh grade i was able to deposit over $100 every other month. And i now get $275 a month if i clean daddy's office on chedule.
and i deposit over 50% of what i earn.
do the math. i gots lots of money in savings. mom said i could withdraw it if i want.

and i might apply for a job at Chick Fil A near where I live.
my bro works there too. so i have a ride. and he pulls in like 400$ checks a month. soooooooo YAY!!!!!!
if i don't get accepted, i'ma gunna apply at barns n noble if i can.

does anyone know how old ya gotta be to work there?............................

update

Journal Entry: Sat Aug 23, 2008, 12:29 PM
  • Mood: Questionable
  • Listening to: Courtesy Call by Sixx AM
  • Reading: nuthin.
  • Playing: with my short hair.
  • Eating: nuthin.
  • Drinking: nuthin.
yup.
i am just writing this cuz........... i bored.
and i wanna pass the time.
momy said no clubbing.
soooooooooooo instead he's comming over for dinner.
we be eating rocklett.
idk how to spell it...
its yummy

tagged

Journal Entry: Fri Aug 22, 2008, 2:13 PM
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  • Listening to: Courtesy Call by Sixx AM
  • Reading: nuthin.
  • Playing: with my short hair.
  • Eating: nuthin.
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Rules of the game:

- Choose a singer/band/group
- Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group
- Tag 6 more people (let them know they've been tagged)

___________
HIM

01. Are you male or female?
Poison Girl

02. Describe yourself.
Buried Alive By love

03. What do people feel when they're around you?
Killing Lonliness

04. How would you describe your previous relationship?
Beyond Redemption

05. Describe your current relationship.
Right Here In My Arms

06. Where would you want to be now?
Under The ROse

07. How do you feel about love?
Sweet Pandemonium

08. What's your life like?
The Path

09. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Wings Of A Butterfly

10. Say something wise.
Don't Close Your Heart

and I tag.......
DUN DUN DUN
anyoen who wants it.

at home.

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 21, 2008, 4:25 PM
  • Mood: Questionable
  • Listening to: Courtesy Call by Sixx AM
  • Reading: nuthin.
  • Playing: with my short hair.
  • Eating: nuthin.
  • Drinking: nuthin.
i need help.
i dunno who i am.
i know my name. i know my age.
that stuff isn't important.

i don't konw why everything that interested me over the summer i find dull now.
i don't know why i can't interpret myself.
i can't explain my own thoughts.
i feel like i'm another person............
stuck in my body.